the weekend was really busy for me because it was show day for theater.
friday we went to schoolzone before the show to celebrate. i shared spicy rice cakes with a friend.
they loaded it with noodles are cheese, it was pretty orgasmic tasting <3
saturday was the last day and the cast party at chili's.
i got a ride from our technical director and she drove us there in record breaking time while breaking about 50 traffic laws. ilher <3 8]

well, the dinner was exactly the best for reasons...

i learned that there are really sweet people
and really horrible people.

dear, miss puppet master be alittle more human, kay?

i don't really understand it at all.
you're a intelligent, charming and wonderful person,
why settle for being someone's plaything?
why settle for being second best?
i could yell at you for being stupid and ignorant.
but you probably wouldn't listen to me.
i just want you to know,
that you were always number one to me.

i'ved gained 4 pounds.
must have been from all that binge eating and pigging out.

life is stressful.
my layout is starting to look tacky. but html is ebil
i don't feel like writing much.

i've officially eaten myself into a foodcoma.
i eat when i'm stressed out and the past week has been really stressful so i ate like a friggin third world orphan this weekend.
yesterday i went to the japanese cafeteria with my friends and had tempura don, shin soba ramen, okonomiyaki with pork belly and pumpkin custard. we were all bloated and sick afterwards but ngl, the food there was orgasmic.
today i kind of had a emontional breakdown and went on a binge eating spree.
i was stuffing my face like crazy and watching cheesy dramas. i had an autumn concerto marathon.
autumn concerto= cheesiest over the top drama i've watched but its. SO ADDICTING.
ngl, i was jumping up and down in my seat during the court scene

i haven't posted in a while.
but life has been...
hectic, crazy.

kind of bummed out right now. well whatever, i'm always predestined loser anyways (:
going to cry about it and hopefully? get over it.

this week has been so long and tiring.
i felt like i haven't slept in like a month.

- drill rehearsals have been really intense
- i have buttloads of hw
- i'm getting fat from eating out so much
- i got sauced x 10 in bio. by a freshman girl that got a 97 without even studying...while i studied all night and got an 84. WE'RE BOTH CHINESE WHY IS THERE SUCH AN UNEVEN DISTRIBUTION OF SMART ASIAN GENES?
- RL wank/ drama
- away game for band where it was negative 123123 degrees
- RL wank/ drama that ensued during said away game.

BB GURL guys are stupid creatures. its not worth getting butthurt over.

GAIZ I AM SO EXCITED

( FANGIRLING UNDER HEREE )

fangirly post because RL is suckish and i don't feel like typing up an angsty-ihatemylife post.

OKAY SO I'M REALLY BUSY AND ALOT OF CRAZY STUFF HAS HAPPENED.
and i really shouldn't be on LJ right now but i saw this adorable sign (made by ryeowook!):


RYEOWOOK WHY SUCH A QTPIE? <3

a few hours ago i came back from a very tiring rehearsal, feeling down as always, and decided to look through OMTD & AYTD and i saw this adorable picture. it gave me that wonderful WAFFY feeling that i haven't felt in a while so i decided to spend some time on PS making a banner

so to my internet lurkers & F-LIST:


SWEET DREAMS :)

yesterday the group had a suprise birthday  for a friend. we went to NRB! i didn't sing too much though. i was in migraine induced daze most of the time and the chinese section was WAY outdated the newest chinese song they has was F4's meteor rain...
but lots of big bang songs were butchered along with some rock and CRACK songs like birthday sex with obligatory flailing.
we went for cake and dinner afterwards.
the girls were fangirling over G-dragon's heartbreaker mv and in my head i was like "HAH I KNEW ABOUT THAT WEEKS AGO NOOBS"
THANK YOU OMNTD! <3

i want the CD so bad..